Monday, January 2, 2012

Sometimes You Have to Open the Door Yourself


Just because you shut one door and wandered around aimlessly looking for something bigger and better only to stumble across more closed doors doesn’t mean those doors aren’t unlocked.

Of course, it also doesn’t mean they aren’t locked. Dead bolted. Chained. Rigged. Sometimes it just plain sucks. Try as hard as you may, not even a budge. I’ve been attempting to find myself some freelance/contract work to help make ends meet. It’s amazing how many people out there deem themselves graphic designers without even the slightest bit of education. Granted I’ve a higher degree than most, I’m still considered under qualified for the jobs I'd love. I went to a 4 year school to obtain my B.S. in graphic communications, took two years and decided to go cram my M.S. into 12 months of insane insomnia mixed with adrenaline rushes of work and trying to make ends meet so I could keep my apartment. Yet, even after that and a few years of experience under my belt, I get nothing but rejection letters. I’ve tried taking the MS off my resume in hopes that maybe I was really over qualified and they didn’t want to have to pay me too much, but that got me ignored, not even a letter saying sorry, you’re not good enough for us.

Pretty soon I’m just going to kick the bloody door in and take whatever I want. Although, all I want is a decent job so I can quit worrying and stop living paycheck to paycheck. Not sure I can just strut in and take that, but it’s fun to daydream.

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